Archive for October 14, 2007

Balancing Act

Well, its been quite a two weeks.

*Ben had his first professional pictures done. They turned out great! I will try to post a few next week.

We went to the pumpkin patch….Ben got hot and tired. I know “Hot?” It was uncomfortably hot last Saturday, which is ridiculous for October.

He is still sleeping through the night, so YEAH! It wasn’t just a phase. I am starting to feel normal again. I do go through rough patches. I am learning how to balance all of life’s roles. Mother, wife, daughter, it’s not easy. I guess I always thought this was what I was meant to do, and it would be as easy as pie for me. Well, it isn’t. I try to make the best of my time, but I feel guilty 80% of the time, for not always making the right decisions. I’m sure I’ll figure it all out someday. I am just thankful that although I may be frustrating, I have an understanding husband, that tries his best to do what we need. This coming weekend, Robert and I will be celebrating our 1 year anniversary. We have been through so much this year and I am so blessed to have him. I’ll elaborate more on that next week. Until then, say a prayer for me….Ben will have his first “overnight” without us! I know he’ll be fine, I just hope I will! :)



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