My fingers are crossed…..

It has been 2 weeks back to work. I wont lie, it has been rough. I have not been super emotional about the whole thing, of course I miss Ben….a WHOLE lot, but what I am having the most trouble with is a routine. UGH, I never thought I would have so much trouble. This past week was really rough for me. With Ben not sleeping much, and Robert working nights…I was just worn out. I felt like a bad mom, and wife, because I feel like I am not efficiently doing what I am “supposed” to do at home. My house seems like it gets so messy, and in the mornings no matter how early I wake up, I feel like I am running around to get things done. Now, we did switch Ben’s formula this week…so I am hoping that it helps his sleeping. My fingers are crossed that I will be able to establish some sort of routine for us at night, throughout the night, and in the morning. Meanwhile, *sigh* I am missing my husband tonight.
Here’s Me ready for my first day back to work, and Ben’s reaction about going to his babysitter for the first time!

This is how we get our Zzz’s:

Here’s the funny Ben Pic of the week:

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