Archive for January 16, 2007

Basketcase

So tomorrow is my second Dr’s appt. and I am crazy nervous. I was supposed to have it last week and was not nearly as nervous. There are so many thoughts going through my head today about the possiblities of tomorrow. I just want everything to be okay. With me and the wee one. Also, I was going to go alone…but now I am feeling like Robert is being left out. It’s so hard to feel like you are doing the right thing sometimes. I want so bad for him to know that he is just as involved and important in all of this as myself. I leave this in hopes that tomorrows post will be happy and with much less concern and anxiety…… I think I need some chocolate milk, yum.

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